I'm so major and you can't even see it.

Kendra Harvey Inc. (KCH)

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Redemption

Please, any body who is ready to cash in on me ... let me know now! It may seem that all odds are against me ... but that is only what you see. Don't believe everything you think!

I can give you your pennies now or you can wait. My words are my bond I now what's to come and I'm no coward. I'll fight for my victory ... I know what to do and where to go to reach my ultimate value.

Just wait, take stock in me because my value is gonna be ridiculous. I'm so major and you can't even see it.

by me

I Only Complain because I can't say what I really want...

I need let a truly homeless person sleep on the couch that I sleep on. Give them the clothes that I where to work and give my job to a person that has been out of one for longer than six months. Yes, I have been complaining - but I am grateful.

I only complain because I can't say what I really want to. I can't say out-loud what's really bothering me. Because if I do I'm wrong and I might hurt someones feels. Not intentionally but because they don't see themselves the way I see. They don't see that I am not them and don't understand that I am not going to do things their way. They don't understand that the times that I really needed them they were in a far distant place focused on themselves. Or they said they would help and they never did. They don't understand that for many days since I was young I grow-up being more and more disappointed in them. And that I got use to doing things on my own.

Yes they are here now to help but - they need to understand that I have had my own process of doing things for almost 28 years. Yes I use my own personal power to get where I need to be and that is because I am all I really have to depend on.

See there are some people that don't understand that I will no longer follow because when I did I got left behind. And that has been too many times. Yes I am going to take what I want. But I will not take the process of getting it for granted. I am not going to sit around and wait for someone to tell me to do it different. My school days are over and have to apply what I have learnt, right here and right now.

Yes I have many made errors, but not one of them have completely knocked me down. If you are going to be there to help me up, be there but don't get mad because I'm doing it your way. Your way is your way, your destiny. My way is my way, which is my destiny - I make what it is although it is already predetermined. I'm not trying to alter it, I'm just trying to get there. Because I already know where there is. I just have to be strong enough to get there. I have no time for Nah-saying.

You are suppose to be there to encourage me [to get up] to keep going. Not discourage - and that is just what you are doing - each and every one of you that I can't say this to.

Right now I feel that I only have two people that really listen to me and push me forward and one of them you all are so against and one them you all are so for. But neither one have cause me any harm. So it hurts that you all can't trust me to adventure into the positive. I trust them. I encourage those that allow me to encourage but none of you trust me enough to allow me to trust me.

My point is, I trust me and I trust what I am doing.

Back off!

P.S. To the One I Love ~ this has nothing to do with you. You know my purpose and you know what I want.

Some Times When You Have No Outlet, This May Be the Only Way

You should never let things get you down. Right?

I always try to avoid things that get me down kinda like the way an addict is told to avoid things that trigger a want to use again. But what happens when you don't have any choice but to be around that trigger. The trigger that causes the feeling of playing Russian Roulette. The feeling that doesn't really get you high but keeps you on edge because you don't know what's going to happen. Do you Live or do you Die? Do you get up or do you keep laying down?

Is it possible to change a negative into a positive? It's easy to turn a positive and into a negative but it will always technically be positive. Right? Which one came 1st, the negative or the positive, the Chicken or the Egg?

What do you do when you feel upside-down and unable to agree but only have the choice to agree. What do you do when you have a feeling inside you that feels like you're dieing because you're unable to live? Do you give into your addiction?

When you have no Outlet, this may be the only way...

HOPE.LIVE.BELIEVE

A Letter to the One I Love - Part IV

You and I both know life has not been easy this past year. But whom ever said that things that are worth having weren't easy to obtain was right. I think you're worth every bit of everything that we have gone through. And for the record, none of the bad times have over shadowed the good.

It's been a long time since I wrote you one of these letters. There was a time that I thought that my words didn't reach your heart and I needed to show you how I felt.

I did. And I stood up for what I believe in and that is you. You and what I want in my life. And I'm so happy that I did.

Still there is no one on this earth that knows how much I love you except you. There are so many that don't understand why I do. And there is no way that I can explain it to them either because the only explanations belongs to you.

I can never give up loving you because I believe in what we have. And I know that one day our expectations of each other will be so far met, it seems too good to be true. But I know it's true because it involves you and you are true.

Just hold on - I'll be right there.

~I Love You - Forever and Always