Wack

In the search of where I want to be everyday, I found myself making list of the Pros and Cons of my daily contacts over the past few years. Some were easy to get rid of but most took some time and I felt it was necessary in order to move freely into this new year that is upon us.

I came across this one contact that seemed to be in my best intrest, so I approached them. We talked good for days and hours on each of those events. Then.... all the sudden, slience...

So I say "what's the problem" and they respond with distance between us. So I'm like, that can all be worked out in due time, lets work on that basics that most seem to forget about and make this strong and everlasting....because I'm willing if you are. They say ok.

We talk good, but once again, slience enters between us (for days) and I say once again "what's the problem" in addition to "I thought we were getting somewhere"? They say, "I'm trying to enjoy my day off"....

OK... wow. I didn't mean to bother you on your day off. I didn't think I fell into the same list as your "wack ass" job. I will leave you alone.

My Thoughts:
I'm not saying anything extra, but just showing you how it is. As I said before I thought it was understood that we were going to work on something more for us. But I guess not and I well move on because it is very apparent that you don't want me the same way I want you. Plus we are both grown and I'm a big girl. And I'm beautiful and I chose you... you didn't pick me... ahhh. I'm good.

Moving on...

I think there is one more person a need to cross off this list but I just have to wait and see.... but you know one thing this list has shown me is that it so amazing how people only think of themselves.

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