Those type of crazy people leave a lasting impression on you life. They leave you wonding how the hell you even got connected with them. Like this one guy I met, he was real sweet and tended to my every need. I said to myself, "man, he's a catch...but something isn't right about him".
At some point, I guess he could tell I was getting a little defensive and did more to draw me in. Then one day it all came out and I was like, "Oh...fuccck".
Let me tell you, this creep had me looking over my shoulder like Jason was coming after me. He was a total nightmare. I think what made him go even more psycho is that I would tell him he was crazy... Lol. But I guess that was the craziness in me(I'm always up for a challenge...but not this one).
He had these mood swings. One minute he was happy, next minute was cussing me out calling all kinds of names. Then he'd tell he love me. And I was like...
Whooeee, whoooee, slow down ...
You really got some serious issues here. You need to go talk to someone about this... And I left him alone.
But he didnt leave me alone... Texting, calling, texting calling. Dude stop! You are really doing some crazy shit here. Think about it... Damn!
Lesson here: go off your 1st thoughts. Question it and question it and if the answers don't match and leaves you with the next Scooby Doo mystery.... RUN!
The next crazy set of mofos make me laugh because I wonder why people go to such lenghts ot get someones attention. You know those online relationships people have but they never get to see the person. Not even a picture and they never get to hear the persons vioce. But yet they fall in love and become committed to something that they have never seen, heard or felt...
Crazy
I mean c'mon how is that even possible. What is the self image issue that you have that you feel it's ok to have an unseen love? I know I can't be the only person that thinks there is something wrong with that.
Lesson here: learn how to love yourself. Then you won't feel so needy.
I know some people that are so afraid of the crazy people in thier lives that they plot and plan everyday to get away from them. And I think that it's so sad they they are going though the things that they do. Me personal, I have had my run-in's with many crazy people. Some real close to me and others just happenings. But those that were close to me now understand, I'm not taking their crazy shit any more.
And I wish that more people in these types of situations would just stand up to the Bullshit and walk out. Stand up and say not another day will I let these crazy muthafuckas fuck with me.
Look I'm not trying to put any one down but you only allow yourself to have what you want. So if a crazy muthafucka is good enough for you... I hope all your dreams come true. Ha!
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